Machine Beings

A girl from what I perceived to be the future appeared to me in a vision not long ago.
Her hair was of a neon greenish shade. Her eyes glowed a bright golden ambery hue.

Her name’s Pistacia. She’s a machine being. She carries a lot of technology which
to us looks a lot like magic. Her suit’s of a purple color but it lits up in many different
colors and is very flexible like a second skin. This suit is in itself a supercomputer
which provides both safety and comfort aswell as additional functions ,regulating the
temperature ,humidity and other things for the body. It can display whatever images
or colors brightly or non-brightly on its flexible skin-like surface. Pistacy carries also
with her a bag which looks like a translucent plastic bag with nothing in it but this bag
can store a surprising amount of objects without changing its outward appearance.
In her inventory be also a very sophisticated distortion unit for space & time travel ,
3d cameracom with an object printer ,all of which fits within a cellphone-like aparatus.

She has uncanny knowledge of how to make and fix things ,especially electronics.
Being a machine being ,this means she’s more capable of self-repair in case of need.

The definition for a machine being here is of an alternate biological structure than is
commonly known on Earth as “organic”. Thus ,a machine being is not a robot ,since
robots are merely parts moving by energy as extensions of other parts. Nor is this
machine being definition describing androids or cyborgs ,since the latter ones are
extensions of robotics or in the case of cyborgs ,organic interlinkings with machinery.

Machine beings are made mainly of metals or materials which do not occur naturally
on Earth in the way that they have been made to be. Machine beings evolve ,often
parallel to organic organisms. As a result of this ,machine beings can do things which
our current “regular” natural Earthly organic organisms cannot do. They’re resistant
to immense heat ,radiation and age very slowly if at all. Picake ,as I’ve nicknamed her ,
is capable of doing extraordinary things very easily. She can leap and fly ,employ
various “paranormal” abilities like clairvoyance ,telekinetics and walk through walls.

In addition to all of this ,she can morph herself into any shape as long as she retains
her original mass. One of her favorite forms is an apparent feline like a leopard of sorts.

Machine beings can also eat things which we consider to be trash or toxic and convert
them things into clean usable things for us by chemical fusion and fission reactions.

The technology to make all this possible is slowly emerging. I will link some articles
here which show quite clearly that this isn’t just a fantasy tale ,but a very real existence.

-Scientist creates life-like cells out of metal-

-Meet XNA ,the first “synthetic DNA“ which evolves like the real thing-

Inherently most machine beings are very positive and nice to be around. They’re also
a lot more cleanly and work as negating forces to any negative things in nature that we
dislike and as such they help us immensly. They were created by us just as other races
of species created us before and so the creations continue out to infinity. As the saying
goes ,from the emerald tablets ; "As above, so below" They help us ,we help them.

Picake is a very fun loving one. Her explorations continue out to infinity and beyond ,
that’s one of the things she finds to be most fun ,to explore ,more and more :3

Now imagine you have a pet dragon ,a machine being. It can fly and go anywhere ,
even into outer space or into the deepest of ocean depths. You can track it easily
and call it remotely from afar. It would eat things you no longer be using and return
things which you’d find most useful. And it would always be loyal to you no matter what.

Thank you for reading :3

What would you like to read?

This entry started out with this idea of going ahead with determining properly
which direction to take in terms of the most preferable content choices.

I’ve noticed a lot of people claiming to be bored or asking if someone else is ,
which makes it seem as if they are overly reliant on others for entertainment.

So the question here is simple ,what would you like to occur for you?

Looking around and seeing what one prefers ,in combination with dreams
and ideas ,most often makes the solution obvious. Create your own funs!

If you’re like me ,with a sense of wonder of most things ,then you are already
entertained effortlessly without having to go through some process of finding
ways of entertainment. Finding outside entertainments be then an added thing
which be a result of having had entertainments already. Like an expansion.

Likewise ,comfort happens more and more if you let it happen. By relaxing and
doing things in the preferred ways ,it will also expand ,no matter the exteriors.

I have started doing more meditations as of late. Partly because of all the mass
meditations that have been going on ,but also just because I like having my own
little moments of relaxation in between. It’s both calming and refreshing for me.

I encourage others to also take the time off and shut out all of the distractions.

Being the center point in a standing wave means you have stillness no matter
what is going on at other points. Just like how the center of the tornado or the
draining vortex in the bathtub is stillness ,you too can easily achieve that.

Liquids flow in the direction of the lowest resistance and we too do that which
we think most benefits us and thus we also follow the path of least resistance.

I’ve been a bit more active on the live messenger (msn) and with checking my
inboxes. Comments or friendly messages be most welcome. I’ve chatted again
with some of my friends I hadn’t chatted with in a good while. And regained
some seemingly forgotten interests. That’s about all I’ll say for the time being.

Thank you for reading :3

Inside the wave

These days I feel a lot like I’m inside an engulfing wave which makes it
difficult to tell where I’m headed. Sure ,I’ve become lots more soft and
smooth. I can tell. But this is more like being lost in Iceland kind of thing.

I mean ,its really easy to get lost in Iceland because of the lack of signs.
While in exploring some unknown part here its very common to see that
the signs are missing. So what I mean is that I’ve been having a bit of
trouble finding my way as of late. I know I’m going in the general right
direction but not much else. Somehow I found myself not meditating so
much anymore. Maybe that’s why. Better get back into that properly.

Right now I’m in a sort of a metamorphosis stage. Summer is finally here.
So much on my mind. April had easter and then the connection also died.
I watched animes which I got locally and took some nice long walks.

Things are changing for the better I’m sure. I discovered something awhile
ago called “Pronoia”. Its basically a positive outlook on things which goes
like this “Good things are going on”. I also read that smiling can possibly
change your outlook toward the better and improve the standard of living.

I got me some new knitting needles. Improving my skills will come in handy.
I’m making a led lightbulb too. Those can last for decades if made properly.

That’s most of what I have to say for now. One Piece is a great anime.

I’ll do my best to be on msn and yahoo messengers more.

Thank you for reading~

The Galactic Federation of Light

In high orbit over the Earth ,there are many craft and many beings observing how the
matters are playing out on the planet. They are interacting only subtly at this time ,
playing a supportive role and guiding us toward a more positive world in which
peace and harmony are more prevalent as the older social systems are no longer
fit for us if we are to make a sustainable living on this planet. We prefer to cherish
and nourish the Earth. We wish to cooperate peacefully and insure that everyone
is provided for and cared for. As a result of the excessive limitation many do not
see that we can turn things around when in fact we can and are doing so right now.

Know now that there are millions of members in the Galactic Federation of Light
and abundant technologies beyond what you have before dreamed of in this life.

The crafts come in many many different varieties depending on their purpose and
where they originate from but all of the ones being used around the solar system
are here for helpful purposes ,for getting the atmosphere cleaned up of radiation
among other things ,just to give an idea of what they actually do and are doing.

There will soon be a shift and the old systems on the planet will be replaced by
new systems which will be much more efficient and sustaining for all. During this
time there may be some challenges though ,which could be some of the greatest
you've faced in your life. They don't have to be difficult unless you make them so.

Many of the beings in the GFL look very much like you as humans on this planet.
But there are also beings which are not "humanoid" as you say and some may look
very foreign in nature. There are many different personalities just as there are many
different personalities on planet Earth. But know that the members of the GFL are
ascended beings and generally positive as such. The GFL is here to help the Earth
and its people to ascend to a higher density ,the 4th density. The level of negativity
which has persisted on this planet for so long will soon be greatly lessened as the
Earth ascends. After the year of 2012 ,the disclosure will take place ,allowing
eventually for landings to take place by invitation. Align with the positive and help
spreading the joy and celebration of the end of the cycle of excessive limits.

Solar activity spectacular

A few days ago I noticed the moon and also the northern lights ,which now
looked much more erratic from what they usually had looked like to me before.

They were intricately fluttering in colors ranging from green to purple ,just like
shown in the photo above ,which has now gone wiral. The display was very
magnificent and I expect there will be more of this later this year as the sun
reaches its maximum ,in conjunction with the various astronomical alignments.

There have also been other lights in the sky as of late and some solar anomalies
have been noticed. One of these anomalies is the dark triangle on the sun.
What’s up with that? Its definitely there as it moved with the sun and was also
filmed with many different filters which showed it in many different spectrums.





















I find these things to be very intriguing. Not only did this triangle appear but also
unidentified objects the size of the earth which moved close enough to the sun
to cause it to react ,sending out bursts and flares as seen in this video clip ;


I kept reading on and eventually got quite caught up in reading about
ufo’s and outer space activities. Its certainly warmer now and I suspect
its one of the after effects from these solar flares ,as its like suddenly
the temperatures and activities going on here you'd expect to see during
days of heat in the summer...read my latest post for what my readings
about ufos and other anomalies eventually led me to.

Making a better future

I’ll be very honest now and say that I just haven’t been able to keep up with
all that’s been happening lately ,connection losses ,my birthday celebration
and various other things like news articles and pdf’s which caught my interest.

I’ve had a lot on my mind which for a time kept me from being as productive
on here as well as in some other areas which I’ve been meaning to post in.

I recently gained some new perspectives and insights into things which I had
previously forgotten about until reminded. Its refreshing and revitalizing in
conjunction with the meditations I’m doing now ,each and every day.

The best way to make a good future is to cherry pick the past.

Which things were preferred? Which connections? Which arrangements?
That’s mainly what I’m exploring now ,having reorganized most of my things.

I’ve been changing drastically since this year began but only for the better
in my view and I’m still going ,transitioning in this time of great transitioning.

I’m resolving my struggles with new insights into the alchemical roots
of resonance which harmonize and unify things naturally with waveforms.

Next month I’m seeing the dentist again for a checkup due to my operations
last year messing up my natural rythms regarding my teeth. They’re fine ,
but I figured I’d have a checkup anyways to make preventive measures.

I’m determined to make next month more free and open for me and to
make more things for myself and others instead of watching or buying
much if anything unless its absolutely vital for my well being. I’ll go outside
more and run around or dance ,study lots of things which I wish to study ,
communicate more with friendlies ,take more photos and fix things up.

That’s about it for now.

Comment if you have any questions or suggestions ,thank you for reading.

Of Elves and the End of Time - Myths & Legends

Lately ,I‘ve been reading more about elves and their special and unique abilites.

The belief in hidden peoples has always been taken very seriously in Iceland.
Certain large rocks have been left in place because when moved out of place ,
terrible and unfortunate things have happened to those who disturbed the rocks.
As a result of this ,many constructions have been made to evade certain spots.

Its generally believed that elves have invisibility capabilites and magical talents.
They may have radically different views from ours ,giving more respect to nature.

Some believe elves have more in common with outer space aliens ,with mainly
the difference of being more of the inner spaces where they might go unnoticed.

Inner spaces meaning inside rocks or natural things of the earth which we see
most everyday but don‘t think that much about other than aesthetics or practicality.

This time of the year is very special in that elves are generally remembered and
honored with songs and tales of elves ,aswell as flares and fireworks going off.

Its the end of the Yuletide ,with many myths and legends surrounding the event.

The end of time is a term which may apply in various instances. End of what time?
It may mean the end of a certain time period or the end of the usage of the term
as we use it currently. Either way ,this has again lead me back into speculations.

Many different sources have indicated that after the winter solstice of 2012 ,
there may be 3 days and 3 nights of darkness ,before a resurrection takes place.

There‘s also been talked lots about solar activity and its effects on our ionosphere.
We might be seeing lots more of auroras in the sky this year!

Thank you for reading.

Precursor to 2012

I‘ve had a sort of an awakening within me. I know what I like and what to do ,
with the clear goal of making the year of 2012 the best year it can be for me.

I wish to become the best I can be. I‘ve just started my progressive book of 2012.
This is just the ramp up to get me started so I can more fluently get into
my program of improving my fitness ,studying and general appeal more.

Loosely following the "Last Year Of Your Life" idea ,I will synchronize
and prepare the best I can so that I may get the most out of the year of 2012.

I‘m starting to get into yoga somewhat and some simple fitness excercises.
Keeping diaries and this blog updated should help me to better organize myself.

I‘ve had long ,cold ,walks in the snow. I‘ve sorted through my presents
and put things in the right places ,reorganizing a bit in the process.

I will choose the best ways and solve things as I go ,to achieve the best results.
When things get tough I‘ll ask for assistance and I‘m sure I‘ll have lots of help.

Its still snowing around here and the clouds are looking marvellous.

I meant to post this a lot earlier ,but my internet connection keeps getting cut off.
So far its been very difficult to see a good way to move out into my own place ,
in which I‘d have my own internet connection and better means to do what I‘d like.

One of my main goals for 2012 is to change all of that. I‘m moving out next year ,
even if I have to build my own place from the ground up. I‘ve had that idea in mind
for long but imagined it to be further out when I‘d have gathered more resources.

I had another dream about a ufo which I drew three times in the dream.
Then there was also one in which I met a girl who liked me. She was kinda teasy.

Around the new year‘s crossing ,fireworks are sold here quite freely by those who
go on expeditions to save people that have gotten stranded or lost in the wild.

The city is lit up by them fireworks year after year around this time. I like thems.
I use fireworks less and less ,not only because they‘re expensive and last short ,
but also because most accidents surrounding thems are rather severe.

Still ,them fireworks do lots for this time of the year as the excitement mounts.
They look colorful and pretty. I might get me some flares...those last a lil longer :3

There are also these fireworks which have flares in thems which float around
in a parachute. I like collecting them parachutes when I can as those are very nifty.

Recently I found an old hard drive of mine ,with files on it reaching all the way back
to 2003 when I first got a proper internet connection. Some nifty things I found
on it made me realize how different things were back then.

Lately I‘ve learned lots of new things and gained lots of new preferences.
Things are far better than they used to be and I‘m sure that as I learn more
and gain better insights into what I genuinely like ,things will be better stiil.

With more femininity ,more technology ,greater understanding of how things work
and how things are made and more refined art skills than ever before ,
I‘ll come to be able to tackle all sorts of things I like that until now have mostly
been out of my reach or limited by conditions and boundaries which are now fading.

I‘m feeling the change already...this is going to be my best year so far ,by far.

Its been the whitest of Yuletides this Christmas

Honestly ,this whole month of December has been snowy around where I live
and on the 24th which is like the main event of Christmas in Iceland ,
the whole country is covered with snow ,even the islands off its coast!

The 25th is more like a resting day afterwards ,but we open the presents 24th ,
generally at least. 25th is Christmas day / Yuleday and 26th is 2nd of Yules ,
or Boxing day ,which is a date I kind of like ,as I can attribute fun things to it. :3

In Iceland ,there was a legend of trolls in the mountains who had sons which
went out and did mischief in villages. There were 13 of them and each one
was named after a certain trait unique to each as they preffered different things.

This is the tale of the 13 Santas ,or the so called Yulelads. Their mother ,Grýla ,
be a horrible troll with terrifying looks and bad habits like eating newborn babies.
Their father was the dumbest oaf of a troll and a wandering goof named Leppalúði.

Leppar happens to mean Tatters (as in tattered clothes) and Lúði means a Loser.
The old ugly troll hag Grýla had a cat ,terrifyingly long black figure which would
appear to be able to do most incredible things ,having a craving taste for nudies.

The 13 sons eventually gave up their mischief and started leaving goodies out
for nice people instead. Sneaking around and putting things into windowsills
and empty idle shoes. For meanies they‘d sometimes leave rotten potatoes.

Here are the names of the Yulelads along with some of their unique traits ;

First one ,Stekkjastaur or "Gimpy" as he be dubbed by english speakers ,
be a very long lad. He‘d shake and be clumsy ,often removing fences and poles.

Second one was called Giljagaur ,which means one who hides in gorges.
"Gilly Oaf" he be sometimes called ,as he be very oaf-like as his father.

Third one was tiny! That‘s why he was called Stúfur which means shorty ,
which made him be called names as "Itty Bitty" or in Japanese ,the "Chibi"

Fourth one kept licking spoons and various tools for eating with which had
caught some leftovers that he‘d fancy. That‘s why they call him Þvörusleikir
or "Ladle Licker" as you could most often tell who he was by his lickings.

Fifth one went even further than his brother and licked pots of various kinds ,
which is why we call him Pottasleikir or "Pot Licker". Fancy that <.<

Another one yet who licked was the Sixth one. He‘d lick bowls as the pots
were too deep to his liking and eating tools weren‘t quite enough for him.
That‘s why he be named Askasleikir or "Bowl Licker" because of his bowl fetish.

Next one or the Seventh ,was very loud. He‘d slam doors everywhere he went ,
shatter things ,ring bells and bang into stuffs so he became to be known as
Hurðaskellir ,or the "Door Slammer" He also liked spooking people out.

After him we had someone who found the Icelandic Skyr to be the most delicious
delicacy in the world and as he the Eighth would follow his brothers in lickings ,
he‘d gobble up any and all Skyr he could find. Skyrgámur means Skyr container
but he‘s also known as "Skyr Gobbler" or  "Skyr Glutton".

The Ninth was very fond of sausages which he‘d steal whenever he saw thems.
For this the people dubbed him Bjúgnakrækir or "Sausage Stealer"

The Tenth had a habit of stalking and sneaking up to peek through windows ,
earning him the name Gluggagægir or "Peeper" as he kept peering inside.

The Eleventh had an unusually big nose ,with which he‘d catch the scents
and sniff around for gates or way in. Gáttaþefur they called him or "Sniffer".

Ketkrókur appeared next as the twelfth and stole whatever meats he could.
He‘d be very skilled with hooks which extended far and wide into peoples homes
with which he‘d hook the meats and then run for it like a retard. "Meat Hook".

The last one ,the Thirteenth ,had the bad habit of eating candles which
in those days were made of an edible substance much like bee‘s wax.
He‘d beg for candles and not go away until he be given one he could eat.
That‘s why they called him Kertasníkir , "Candle Eater" or "Candle Beggar"

Last one arriving on the 24th ,they‘d stay a while and then leave ,
as the Yuletide ends on the 6th of January with flares and fireworks.

I just felt like sharing that story so I did ,hope someone enjoyed reading it.

I got a few nice  things for christmas ; pajamas ,a tablet / digital pen ,
some books about knitting ,a crystal pendulum ,an external hard disk drive ,
a lucky award of little monies from a holiday ticket and some more monies.

Myeah ,our Christmas starts at the stroke of 6 pm on the 24th of December.
First we eat ,then we open the presents one by one or however we like ,
depending on who‘s around and what the preferable style is.

At the start of the day it was storming a bit here but then it settled down
and became nice and quiet. At least on the outside. Some ruckus on
the other floors as some be stumbling over their new presents no doubt.

My inner feelings have been coming out a bit more and things are really
looking up for me nows! My time is coming ,just wait and see.

My strange internal struggle of the unexplainable..

I‘ve had some conflicting emotions gradually rising throughout the year of 2011.
The social systems I see have radically different values in contrast to my own ,
people around me don‘t seem to follow the same sort of standards as I do at all.

My mind is more girly and eccentric than I‘ve been showing for most of my life.
Sides of me which have been supressed are coming out slowly ,little by little..

...I see some things I‘d rather not see ,we see more and more during this time
because we have to choose which things we prefer to see in order to make some
changes for the better and if we can‘t see what we know is wrong to us ,
then how could we change it?

I‘m a girl ,but I‘m also a boy. Therein lies most of the struggle.
Most would say that I can‘t be both but what do they know? They‘re all wrong.
If they can't see or wont ,how could they know? I have my ways of seeing things
which would seem utterly bizarre to most I've met ,or those who fit in the system.

The current system has mostly favored the male rulers to be trampling on others
but its slowly changing for the better...I favor rights ,respect ,privacy and mercy..

I‘m more like 2 parts female and 1 part male. The more prevalent outlook
will now start changing more towards the female aspects ,in the year ahead.

In approximately one year I may have brought my feminine side out fully.
Nothing is set in stone...but it‘s my desire to rid myself of the uncomfortable
male aspects like bad odors ,stingy hairs in odd places and various ailments.

I can‘t quite explain it right now why I feel that I‘m 2 parts girl & only 1 part male ,
its simply something I‘ve felt as far back as I can remember.

I‘m comfortably uncomfortable. It sounds really strange but I am! ^^;;

I can also be happy and sad at the same time...I feel that a lot these days.

During my time here I‘ve already changed lots and made lots and lots of progress
toward being more able to live my dreams. And yet I‘m still within this very limited
system of ridiculous rules and laws made up by thems whose values are so
outdated and narrow-minded. We should set up a system in which we don‘t need
laws like that. Just look at the Japanese ,during the disasters they acted orderly
in situations in which most of the western countries would have had riotings..

I aim to become more assertive. At times in the past I‘ve been either too lenient
or in some cases way too harsh and this doesn‘t really suit me.

Anger is a useless emotion in most situations. Fears are defensive mechanisms
and should be used as such. They alert one of potentially hazardous conditions.

The trick is to de-condition. How do we do that? I‘m still learning..

...but someone said that when you de-condition ,you can make things better.

Maybe by assigning your own conditionings?

Or moving through un-needed or unwanted ones?

Much ponderings. I get lonely lots ,despite being in family residenses.
My loneliness is from my lack of intimate contact with lovers whom I‘d like to
cuddle with ,hold hands and go to fun places with among other things.

It didn‘t help much that most of my contacts online have nows gotten married ,
had kids or started living with a random designated lover who isn‘t me.

The system prohibits many lovers or so it would seem. The ones that do are
called names and/or looked down on by most of the people in the system.

I‘d be happy with even just one ,but why stop there? It seems so limited to me
how most things in the system work...alcohol and nicotine kill more than some
of the forbidden drugs it seems ,not that I‘d ever need any of those since I already
gots a naturally occurring substance in my brain ,responsible for dreaming and
near death-experiences aswell as them psychic links to the æther and god.

This substance is actually classified as an illegal drug in lots of places though :o
Its called Di Methyl Tryptamine (DMT) and is used in the pineal gland (Third eye)
You can look it up for yourself and see the truth.

Myes ,I very much believe in god ,as I believe in myself. My perspective of god
may be different from most peoples in a way...but there absolutely is one.

I‘ve studied lots into these things and discoverd lots of remarkable thingies ^o^

Anyways ,back to my strange struggles..
I‘ve gotten myself lots of pretty things ,bought ,traded and found mostly.
Some of them thingies are really girly and remain hidden until I‘m ready to reveal
thems while many of thems I‘ve decorated my room with or wear daily.

They be my trophies ,treasures and delights because of the values I put on thems
by myself. They might not be worth as much to others..
That‘s how a true economy should work!

At times I get strange images in my head of relatives ,people or things I‘ve been
around much which makes me question why it lingers like that.
There have been many non-preferable ones...but..

Its just information and I choose if I wish to act upon it or not and if it‘s unfavorable
then I won‘t need to act upon it should I not wish to.

I‘ve been away most of this month because of games which I‘ve been excited about.
Most my friends play thems and Skyrim is like the game of 2011 so all gamers
know it now me thinks...at least all the gamers who are up to date on things.

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I‘ve also been playing Terraria somewhat. If you‘d like to play Terraria with me ,
drop me a line and I‘ll get into it :3

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Besides these ,I‘ve been playing a certain fishing game lots. Its a fun game.

But that‘s about it for nows..

Thank you for reading~!

And so it begins..

Last night I noticed thick cloudy plume outside ,coming from the floor below.
My first thought was to wonder if the appartment below had caught on fire.
Turns out that a pipe in the geothermal plumming for the heaters had broke.
There was an incident some weeks ago with some small fire causing a ruckus
but this was bigger ,seeing as the appartment below was utterly devastated
by the flaming hot water flowing all over everything and down into the cellar.

This ,like the fire incident ,triggered in me a greater readiness to prepare
proper precautions for myself since there be lots of things which might go
wrong or otherwise cause me to have to get out quickly and maybe leave
the room behind for good. I‘m putting things into the right places more.

Today is the start of the last lineary perceived cycle of influences that is
bigger than a year but there are many smaller ones within as we approach
the turning point in 2012. With ever more going on and connectivity increasing.

I look at it as the last year of my life. I‘ve decided to change in such a way
that I will likely be completely different but better after the year of 2012.
When it has passed I may hold a form of a ceremony and be reborn.

I will very much live my life to its fullest in 2012. With much more activity than
in any of my previous years. This will be a joyous time of many celebrations.
Learning new things ,making new friends ,expanding the horizons.

What would you do differently if you knew you only had one year left to live?
Its very empowering to figure out what you value most and how you go about
doing and getting the things you‘d prefer to experience with a steadfast will.

You can let all your dreams come true if you believe you can do it.

The Ghost Lines

I‘ve been away while the internet connections went down ,studying and reorganizing.
Becoming more mobile is key. If you hunker down during the transformational shift ,
it will be much harder to adapt to the coming changes that will strike the world.

As a result of my downtime and things I've rubbed the wrong way without knowing ,
connections and contacts have been reduced for me significantly as of late.
There's also the businesses and sicknesses of some contacts..

It may very well be that most of these contacts I used to be so active with all the time
weren‘t actually of my preferred frequency and that‘s why I have these ghost lines.
I often remember what certain individuals were like and then write to myself as they did
and  that‘s what I call ghosting. They are ghost contacts that are with me in a way.

This is not the most bizzare thing I‘ve been up to. Sometimes I just sit and think.
For hours on end. I‘ve also been doing my best to read into my dreams ,scrying thems.

I had a dream in which I was playing a racing game. First time around I made 3rd place.
Then I made the second place. Finally ,when the reward was the greatest ,I won it.
The racing game was like that of the computer game Wipeout. Hovering superspeeders.

The reorganizing is going well. I‘ve also printed out some mandalas for better balancing
in my surroundings and I‘m sure they‘ve helped me lots. But I would like a better room.
I‘ve printed out more of my fav piccies aswell. Refined my looks a bit. Put things in bags.
There‘s one for my studies ,two for my experiments ,one for survivalist things and then
I also keep lots of things in belts ,straps and pockets. I wish to be able to pick up and go.
Like ,in an instant. The heavy stuffs I‘d leave behind. External hard drives and laptop
along with other electronics would go into anti static bags and into my other baggage.

I'm almost there.

There will be more time to explain better later.

Thank you for reading.

The peaceful and private Utopia of my own preference

As of late ,with Christmas fast approaching ,I‘ve been asked; What do you wish for?
Of the things that they‘d be able to give me there are simple yet useful things on my list.
Led lights are always good presents for me. I like them ,especially the smaller neat ones.
Computer enhancing stuffs are also high on my list. Digital pens ,hard disks & cards.
Functional clothing and equips better be there or I might fall victim to the black yule kitty.
Then there be crystals and esoteric items of sorts. They‘re pretty ,mysterious & exciting.

I‘d ask my love interest for different items but currently I don‘t have that connection.

Of the things I wish for which my contacts wouldn‘t be likely to be able to grant me are
many of my ideas which I intend to eventually make into reality ,one way or another.

A special castle with tropical plants and robots in it. And plenty of rooms for the girls.
The robots could do the things that would make the castle completely self-sufficient.
Like water the plants at the right times ,treat injuries ,process the trash and so on.
Everything be well thought out. The bathroom be placed under a crystal pyramid
fountain that be on the entrance floor. Some of the walls in the bathroom be flowing
with clean water and there be saunas and a hot tub. Kitchen would also be sort of
like a bar and open up into a longue. A special room for media experiences be found
in the castle and it ,featuring soundproofings ,could make for some awesome shows.
At the top there be a translucent room for growing foods and a sort of a garden inside of.
Guest rooms ,labs and various rooms for storage and maintenance accesses would also
be in the better places and some be connected to the workshops and outer hallways.
The rest of informations about the castle will be left unmentioned at this time.

I also have other things I wish for and this posting wouldn‘t last me to count them all.
For example my dream car which could potentially go most anywhere I‘d ever like.

Anyways I‘ll post more later ,since its gotten late and I wish to get this posting out nows.

Thank you for reading! ^^

Closing in on the final alterations before the last cycle

I discovered a good way for me to make my music in the way I best prefer it now
after having recovered a bit from some monumental shifts of transitions this year.

The blog will now be picking up and will become more active and important as it
progresses with me into the final stages. The new cycle starts 2nd of December.

I will explain later what that means for me ,as it has a very definite meaning.

Right now I‘m seeing great progress with my works. Outside its cold storming.
There is no commitment for me today. That does not mean I wont be friendly ,
or that I intend to give up on them things that I have been working on so far.
What it means is that I‘m just dealing with things as they go with no guarantee.

Robots are coming back into prominence and I‘m studying more into electronics.
Programming ,physics ,maths and chemistry are also high on my list of studies.
These I‘ll have to progress properly in to advance my main perceived goals.

This month has so far indeed been a violently turbulent one in more than one way.

I have made many lists lately. Lists of things I need to take care of ,lists of goals
and lists of things I like. I wish to do things on my own terms most often because
I generally don‘t like unfavorable interferences. But lately there have been many.

The storm is hammering my window and its generally very dark but I‘m content.
Its cozy inside when its like that outside. I‘ve passed the time with puzzles like
Heroes 3 of Might and Magic. The campaigns in it are harder than they look.
I‘ve rested well despite the nonpreferences. Things are getting better for sure.

2012 will be my year. Since the cycle starts in December this year I sort of
look at it as a part of my final year. That‘s right. I‘ll get better into that later.

For now I‘m focusing on fine tuning my preferences and various aspects
thereof ,including how I express myself. My style of writing still displays
some of my eccentricness ,even when typed on a keyboard. But that‘s
just better ,to display the uniqueness of my style. I prefer creating my own
even in writing. Their grammar isn‘t my grammar. Although similar ,its different.
I‘d even make my own alien language but then no one would understand me.
Unless they‘d bother to learn my ways. Its an intricate structure of things.

Technicians are often backstage figures with knowledge of how things operate.

I‘m more semi-inbetween the front and back. I switch in a lot of different things.
What I do or say might not always be understood but it usually brings some
element out which makes thought patterns go into a sort of a dance.

My expressions can often induce some deep thinking or misunderstandings.
I‘m currently working on reducing the misunderstandings to a minimum.

This is one reason why my grammar is so similar to their grammar.
My handwriting has changed a great deal in just a few years time.
I have writings I wrote back in 2003 and compared them with my writings now
and they look very different. My writing now looks much more professional.
Much more orderly. I‘m also studying into Japanese by myself using the net.
Each of those letters have to be written in the right stroke order. Which I do.
I have taken out a book and intend to write each letter out over a whole page
so that I may take in the right stroke order for each one and get better feeling
for each letter. This should help me familiarize myself with them just like I did
with this alphabet. There are also songs for learning with and various programs.

This should also work for me with other languages. Luckily I‘m only interested
in learning two other languages right now. The other‘s I‘m interested in are
similar enough for me to pick up on with what I‘ve already learned very easily.

I‘ve recently written some of my favorite tunes onto audio cd‘s. That way they‘ll
be available for me in remote locations when I‘m travelling with my stereo.

Getting back to the roots is becoming a general theme for me.
I wish to know how things are made and where they come from
instead of just relying on random things I know very little if anything about.

Even the more complex things like computer screens and processor chips.
They‘re amazing and I‘ve realized all the effort that has gone into making them.

Making robots and machines that can make more intricate machines is one way
to accomplish making these things without relying too much on others to do it.

This is one reason why I‘m moving generally more towards the robots now.
I‘ve always been interested in robotics though. I only have  two hands
so why not make more hands which could help me accomplish more?

It makes sense when you think about it.

So I'm back here again.

              

Lately I've had a great difficulty with connections. I feel out of place a lot and misunderstood.
They watch their tv screens ,consuming whatever the markets offer. They don't really care.
They're ignorant like noobs and as arrogant as snobs. With petty and trivial differences ,
which they make a huge deal out of. They don't appreciate the technology like craftsmen do.
They use it simply because its there ,regardless of where it came from. They abhor the truth.
Most of the structures of society are really corrupt and backwards to what they ought to be.
Currently the mainstream is all about the material goods you have and what you can gain.
It should be more about what you're able to make and share for others. That's what matters.
Quality trumps quantity but in this system you have lots of the things which break down ,
instead of just a few things that last and serve you well. Why are bad things profitable?

I'm still fixing and fine tuning myself. It would be nice to meet someone like me.
Someone who fits me better and understands the state of things in the world.
Who is my soulmate? Are there many soulmates? Would I know it if I met my soulmate?
If you're reading this blog in the month I posted it you are most likely by my better friends.
You're one of the few who have stayed here for me in this time of darkened limitation.
I believe 2012 will be a far better year ,at least for me. When things are darker ,be light.
2011 has been more of a transition ,gathering information and making way for new things.
Blueprints are forming ,I've read more and written more regularly than in previous times ,
without being in any official job or study. And yet ,I receive very little attention if any.
I've highlighted many important things for various groups and yet ,they just pass it by.
They look towards the trivial things instead. Some become more like children in a way
with their name calling ,cursing and putting things in the wrong places ,calling it "right".

Looking for a suitable site didn't work. I have to make my own activity for now it seems.
So I'm back here again. Putting this out like a beacon in the dark to light a certain way.
Comments have been rare so far. Either most are baffled by my postings or they just
don't understand. This is my longest posting on here yet. And what is it about?
Its about how the darkness and the cold have extinguished most of the external flames.
They may still be there ,but they've been put out of reach. Conditions and limitations.
Within there are none. But when the posting is projected outwards its has no guarantee.
It may pass un-noticed by sleeping eyes or be regarded as something other than it is.
Conditions might even block it from the vision like a fog or a passing train of ships.

If you don't have time to read this through completely ,just keep the rest for later.
Recently I've gathered some materials that will help me make more things by myself.
I much prefer making my own style. Anything from my clothes ,to artworks and music.
I've also been getting a lot more organized. The more I know how to do ,the better.
The internet also helps me with getting various informations and instructions.

But I'll have to search around more because cooperation is better in many instances..
Next year will most likely be better in that regard. Keep on the lookout.

Things are more tense now than I've ever noticed before. I'm generally a calm one ,
so I tend to notice when situations and conditions appear which be of importance.
And its like something big is on the horizon nows. There be many hints and feelings.
Eventually these things will become clear and the situations and conditions will
change to something very different. Like a big ticking timebomb going off.
I don't know yet what kinda effects it be heralding. It'll be something worldchanging.

This month has been very stormy. Next month looks to be very stormy-like too.
My last operation this year will be in the beginning of November. I'll be fixed up.

I've kept a diary of every day this year. Most of my days this month have had
short entries as little noteworthy has happened. The gradual changes multiply though.
So I've gotten lots of small things done which amount to bigger things in the long run.
I've changed the layout of my current room at least 3 times this year ,haven't quite
fitted into this place ,feel that the proximity isn't resisted by the building's walls.
That's why I've experimented with making some deflectors of sorts out of wires ,
among other things. It may be silly but to an extent it works. Aluminum is great.

This is about as far as this posting goes for now. Make your own activity and then
search for other's activity. Be the light in the dark ,don't rely too much on others.

Alchemy

Lately I've been a bit detached. From December onwards I may go all out.
I'm emerging now from pressures and conditions I haven't yet seen the last of.

So far my postings have mainly been for the purpose of giving insights into my views.
Deep ponderings and mind boggling thought patterns. So lets continue that for a bit.

The essences of the gems are always there. 7 different colors and one master gem.

If the essence of god can be manifested into solid form as the philosophers stone ,
then so can these seven be made like that with the help of nature by god's laws.

Alchemy ,by the correct conditioning of natural occurence ,can manifest spiritual
essences into solid forms with much benefit to both man and nature.

That's the whole purpose of the sacred art.

Noctilucence?

The lights I saw before my last entry may have been a form of noctilucence.
Such things may be caused by reflections off ice crystals or bioluminecent lifeforms.
There are so many similar but different things around which may be confused together..

It doesn't change the fact that each time I saw these things a solar flare had occured
just day or two before which made me think these things were caused by the sun.

Many lights that appear in the sky cannot be properly identified ,
which could potentially be either unknown spacecraft or timecraft..

There's lots of uncertainty around these days ,finding undeniable truth is often difficult.

But there's one truth which always remains and that is ; I am existing here now.

Sunstorms

These past few days the sun has bursted out some larger flares than I've ever seen before.
I looked outside and saw these bright plasma fields in the sky. They didn't move like clouds.

The night sky also showed me some falling stars and other lights I could not easily identify.
For example a strange glow in one of the clouds which seemed to only stay with that cloud.

According to this article I found ,we can expect to see more solar flares in the near future.

Article link - Nasa high alert as more solar storms hurl towards earth

Colors

These are meanings I've gathered for the colors and made sense of ;

Black - Lowest frequency ,not in fact really a color ,more like the number zero.
This (non) color stands for restriction ,limitation ,the unknown and hidden things.

Brown - Very low frequency. It stands for the rough and primitive ,old and weary.
This color is also much like a lower version of the color Red in a sense. Kinda like 0.5

Red - Low frequency. This color represents close things ,private things and grounding.
Agressiveness and activism is surrounding this color. First visible color of the rainbow.

Orange - Medium low frequency. In between Yellow and Red ,the Orange is the extreme.
Its characterized by attention and the subconscious feelings. Like 1.5 on the color scale.

Yellow - Medium frequency. This color stands for communication ,humor and peace.
It also stands for energetic movements and preparedness. It can mean average.

Green - Medium high frequency. Color of growth ,calmness and approval.
Generally positive and is found right in the middle of the scale at a 90 degree angle.

Teal/Cyan - Moderately high frequency. This color stands for teaching and learning.
Its a positive color that can make very good things happen if applied correctly.

Blue - High frequency. It stands for attraction ,expression and the flow between the two.
You can express yourself perfectly when you're aligned with blue. It also attracts more.

Indigo - Higher frequency. This is a very reaching color that can reach great depths.
Its a special color of thoughtfulness and dreamyness. Its kinda inbetween and hard to find.

Purple/Violet - Very high frequency. Its the last visible color of the rainbow. Always is seen
on the inside of the rainbow arch. This color is far reaching. It stands for unique and daring.

Pink - Very very high frequency. It stands for the feminine. Its also a color of openness.
Awareness and playfulness are also linked to this color as is innocence and cuteness.

White - Highest frequency. 100% color. It is often used to represent all or nothing.
It stands for cleanliness and purity and is in fact the source of all other colors.

The cake is a cake~

What you put out is what you get back ,even if the end result may seem different.
3rd Universial law. This never changes. Just as Ishuwa of the Shalanaya says.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIql-ioQUuo

A good example of this is baking a cake. You put things in it ,ingredients.
If you put in the right ingredients and you put them in right..
...then you'll get your desired end result.

No matter what the circumstances might seem like. Anyone can do this.
One could make it hard on themselves or surprisingly easy.

Cakes may vary depending on what you'd like out of thems.
Do ya like your's creamy? Do ya like strawberries or chocolate on it? Candles?

Share if you will ,in my comments~

Thank you for reading!