So I'm back here again.

              

Lately I've had a great difficulty with connections. I feel out of place a lot and misunderstood.
They watch their tv screens ,consuming whatever the markets offer. They don't really care.
They're ignorant like noobs and as arrogant as snobs. With petty and trivial differences ,
which they make a huge deal out of. They don't appreciate the technology like craftsmen do.
They use it simply because its there ,regardless of where it came from. They abhor the truth.
Most of the structures of society are really corrupt and backwards to what they ought to be.
Currently the mainstream is all about the material goods you have and what you can gain.
It should be more about what you're able to make and share for others. That's what matters.
Quality trumps quantity but in this system you have lots of the things which break down ,
instead of just a few things that last and serve you well. Why are bad things profitable?

I'm still fixing and fine tuning myself. It would be nice to meet someone like me.
Someone who fits me better and understands the state of things in the world.
Who is my soulmate? Are there many soulmates? Would I know it if I met my soulmate?
If you're reading this blog in the month I posted it you are most likely by my better friends.
You're one of the few who have stayed here for me in this time of darkened limitation.
I believe 2012 will be a far better year ,at least for me. When things are darker ,be light.
2011 has been more of a transition ,gathering information and making way for new things.
Blueprints are forming ,I've read more and written more regularly than in previous times ,
without being in any official job or study. And yet ,I receive very little attention if any.
I've highlighted many important things for various groups and yet ,they just pass it by.
They look towards the trivial things instead. Some become more like children in a way
with their name calling ,cursing and putting things in the wrong places ,calling it "right".

Looking for a suitable site didn't work. I have to make my own activity for now it seems.
So I'm back here again. Putting this out like a beacon in the dark to light a certain way.
Comments have been rare so far. Either most are baffled by my postings or they just
don't understand. This is my longest posting on here yet. And what is it about?
Its about how the darkness and the cold have extinguished most of the external flames.
They may still be there ,but they've been put out of reach. Conditions and limitations.
Within there are none. But when the posting is projected outwards its has no guarantee.
It may pass un-noticed by sleeping eyes or be regarded as something other than it is.
Conditions might even block it from the vision like a fog or a passing train of ships.

If you don't have time to read this through completely ,just keep the rest for later.
Recently I've gathered some materials that will help me make more things by myself.
I much prefer making my own style. Anything from my clothes ,to artworks and music.
I've also been getting a lot more organized. The more I know how to do ,the better.
The internet also helps me with getting various informations and instructions.

But I'll have to search around more because cooperation is better in many instances..
Next year will most likely be better in that regard. Keep on the lookout.

Things are more tense now than I've ever noticed before. I'm generally a calm one ,
so I tend to notice when situations and conditions appear which be of importance.
And its like something big is on the horizon nows. There be many hints and feelings.
Eventually these things will become clear and the situations and conditions will
change to something very different. Like a big ticking timebomb going off.
I don't know yet what kinda effects it be heralding. It'll be something worldchanging.

This month has been very stormy. Next month looks to be very stormy-like too.
My last operation this year will be in the beginning of November. I'll be fixed up.

I've kept a diary of every day this year. Most of my days this month have had
short entries as little noteworthy has happened. The gradual changes multiply though.
So I've gotten lots of small things done which amount to bigger things in the long run.
I've changed the layout of my current room at least 3 times this year ,haven't quite
fitted into this place ,feel that the proximity isn't resisted by the building's walls.
That's why I've experimented with making some deflectors of sorts out of wires ,
among other things. It may be silly but to an extent it works. Aluminum is great.

This is about as far as this posting goes for now. Make your own activity and then
search for other's activity. Be the light in the dark ,don't rely too much on others.

Alchemy

Lately I've been a bit detached. From December onwards I may go all out.
I'm emerging now from pressures and conditions I haven't yet seen the last of.

So far my postings have mainly been for the purpose of giving insights into my views.
Deep ponderings and mind boggling thought patterns. So lets continue that for a bit.

The essences of the gems are always there. 7 different colors and one master gem.

If the essence of god can be manifested into solid form as the philosophers stone ,
then so can these seven be made like that with the help of nature by god's laws.

Alchemy ,by the correct conditioning of natural occurence ,can manifest spiritual
essences into solid forms with much benefit to both man and nature.

That's the whole purpose of the sacred art.

Noctilucence?

The lights I saw before my last entry may have been a form of noctilucence.
Such things may be caused by reflections off ice crystals or bioluminecent lifeforms.
There are so many similar but different things around which may be confused together..

It doesn't change the fact that each time I saw these things a solar flare had occured
just day or two before which made me think these things were caused by the sun.

Many lights that appear in the sky cannot be properly identified ,
which could potentially be either unknown spacecraft or timecraft..

There's lots of uncertainty around these days ,finding undeniable truth is often difficult.

But there's one truth which always remains and that is ; I am existing here now.

Sunstorms

These past few days the sun has bursted out some larger flares than I've ever seen before.
I looked outside and saw these bright plasma fields in the sky. They didn't move like clouds.

The night sky also showed me some falling stars and other lights I could not easily identify.
For example a strange glow in one of the clouds which seemed to only stay with that cloud.

According to this article I found ,we can expect to see more solar flares in the near future.

Article link - Nasa high alert as more solar storms hurl towards earth

Colors

These are meanings I've gathered for the colors and made sense of ;

Black - Lowest frequency ,not in fact really a color ,more like the number zero.
This (non) color stands for restriction ,limitation ,the unknown and hidden things.

Brown - Very low frequency. It stands for the rough and primitive ,old and weary.
This color is also much like a lower version of the color Red in a sense. Kinda like 0.5

Red - Low frequency. This color represents close things ,private things and grounding.
Agressiveness and activism is surrounding this color. First visible color of the rainbow.

Orange - Medium low frequency. In between Yellow and Red ,the Orange is the extreme.
Its characterized by attention and the subconscious feelings. Like 1.5 on the color scale.

Yellow - Medium frequency. This color stands for communication ,humor and peace.
It also stands for energetic movements and preparedness. It can mean average.

Green - Medium high frequency. Color of growth ,calmness and approval.
Generally positive and is found right in the middle of the scale at a 90 degree angle.

Teal/Cyan - Moderately high frequency. This color stands for teaching and learning.
Its a positive color that can make very good things happen if applied correctly.

Blue - High frequency. It stands for attraction ,expression and the flow between the two.
You can express yourself perfectly when you're aligned with blue. It also attracts more.

Indigo - Higher frequency. This is a very reaching color that can reach great depths.
Its a special color of thoughtfulness and dreamyness. Its kinda inbetween and hard to find.

Purple/Violet - Very high frequency. Its the last visible color of the rainbow. Always is seen
on the inside of the rainbow arch. This color is far reaching. It stands for unique and daring.

Pink - Very very high frequency. It stands for the feminine. Its also a color of openness.
Awareness and playfulness are also linked to this color as is innocence and cuteness.

White - Highest frequency. 100% color. It is often used to represent all or nothing.
It stands for cleanliness and purity and is in fact the source of all other colors.

The cake is a cake~

What you put out is what you get back ,even if the end result may seem different.
3rd Universial law. This never changes. Just as Ishuwa of the Shalanaya says.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIql-ioQUuo

A good example of this is baking a cake. You put things in it ,ingredients.
If you put in the right ingredients and you put them in right..
...then you'll get your desired end result.

No matter what the circumstances might seem like. Anyone can do this.
One could make it hard on themselves or surprisingly easy.

Cakes may vary depending on what you'd like out of thems.
Do ya like your's creamy? Do ya like strawberries or chocolate on it? Candles?

Share if you will ,in my comments~

Thank you for reading!

When life gives you lemons..

You'd be surprised by all the potential uses for lemons which I've discovered.
Firstly ,as most anyone would have known by now ,they're edible and healthy as such.
Also as a lemonade or as a sweetener for example. But there's plenty more to lemons.
The lemon acid can be used to lighten or whiten hairs and eventually dissolve them.
This acid can also clean most things from clothes by this effect and cure skin ailments.
Lemon bark can be written on or used for various crafting purposes ,often via pressure.
In addition to all of this ,lemons can be easily turned into batteries or even ZPE devices.
ZPE stands for Zero Point Energy. Lemons also make good flavors and perfumes.
Boiling them with sugar can make them into a sugar wax and later into caramels.
They can be made into a good glue. They also provide seeds to make more lemons!

More uses for lemons are most probably out there ,can you find them?